Can't move on...

So lately I've been getting rejected a lot, by the same person too. I've also gotten in a recent fight with a friend of mine. I don't feel any sympathy, because he should realize that he can't just forget about what I've done and not do anything in return. I'm tired of being replaced with all his "best friends." Yes, your probably reading this right now, but I don't care. But honestly, you have been talking to other people way more, and I'm not saying that like I should be the only person you have to talk to. I don't care if you talk to other people more than me, but it's like you don't even talk to me at all..I always have to be the one making the conversation. You ask me how I know that you do and have all these people- It's cause they tell me! They always send me your little conversation, or tell me "Oh I'm his new best friend." blah blah blah. I don't want to be hearing that from every person I talk to. I'm not like saying you can't have any other friends, but you don't have all my friends talking to you saying that shit..I remember you mentioning my friend Calvin..He happens to be the person I've been talking to lately, since you haven't really been there. Theres still stuff that I don't tell him, and that your the only one that knows about some secrets, but he's earning up to it.. Yes you actually have been asking to tell you stuff, but it's not like I can just trust you automatically. You gotta earn it like you did in the beginning...You have new friends, and sometimes I feel like you just tell all of them what I tell you. The reason why I'm always getting mad about that certain person, is cause I get jealous easily of her..I told you a while back that I liked you, but didn't know why and you ignored it which totally hurt. Yeah, I know you like her, but you could've just said I don't see you in that way, anymore..Being rejected hurts, and I don't know if I can forgive you for that. Each and everyday now too, you always tell me that you like this girl, or have a little crush on her. You really think I want to know about how much you like her and not me? WOW -.- This sounds weird coming out from me, I know..but yes, I do still like you..it's like an on and off thing...But in order for me to stop, I think me and you just need some space. I can't really have you in my life right now. I need to move on, but it's hard..I didn't mean the things I said to you when we fought. The thing about me not wanting to be your friend anymore, of course I want to be your friend..just not at the moment..Thanks for being a good friend..when you were actually trying....
-the cool kid

Way to begin the Summer

Beginning of summer already! Freshman year did go by pretty fast..I don't want to grow any older :/ Finals were pretty easy, hopefully I did good on all of them!
So once again, I kind of like someone..not really..it's "complicated." I can't tell if I like this person or another person. But the other person seems like he doesn't like me, like he doesn't even want to talk to me. I text him a lot now, but..sometimes he never responds, or always gives short answers which annoys me so much! Or he'll do the "..." at the end of ever lil' message! But I guess I should just stick with the other guy who does kind of like me...It's weird though, cause Julia brought up that if I ever do get with him, it won't be as fun as the other person..it'll be completly different, which is probably true. I don't even want to talk to him anymore, but I can't not talk to him..I like talking to him, a lot. It was kind of crazy, because we didn't talk for like two whole days D: I don't want to be like the girl in "He's just not that into you" and be desperate for this guy..ugh! I'll just wait for him to say something? I noticed that I'm always the one saying something first, why can't he do it for once..? :/ I'm starting to give up on even being his friend..gahh
I went to a party last night with Julia, it ended up being pretty boring. We left after a few hours and went to Jessica's moms house for some food. Then went to Quest Learning Center to use the phone since my phone was running out of battery! Chilled with my drum teacher for a little bit :)
I'm going to the movies on Monday, I don't even want to plan anything this summer with anyone..I'll let them plan -.- I always always always plan everything, and I'm starting to get tired of it..fuck my life!!!
-The Cool Kid

No worries?

Damn, it's been a while since I posted a blog..The past few weeks haven't been going too well, but I'm trying to "STAND STRONG." I've been feeling all depressed for a reason that shouldn't be bothering me. I should be over the fact that nothing else good will happen in my "fantastic life..." I don't always get what I want, which is probably a good thing.. I've noticed that I've been extremely rude to my mom over the past few months, and I want to try and make it up to her this summer. Everything she's done for me- A.K.A. spoiling me to death- has made me more and more of a bitch to her. I don't think I deserve all the glamorous gifts she's given me. But I love her more than anything for providing me with everything I need, such as my great education at MaterDei. Yes, she can be a real pain in the ass when it comes to me going out with my friends, but that's because she's trying to teach me how to put important things first than going out and always having fun. I haven't been putting my priorities first lately, which is probably why my math grade has been lowering. Now that I'm finally noticing that I need to get my act straight, I've been doing better and better slowly but surely. I feel more organized after talking to my counciler about what's been going on. On top of everything, my Nana Rosie has been in the hospital for something that could kill her because of how old she is- she has fluid in her lungs. When I went to visit her, I got really emotional because she had been bringing up things that had happened in the past. I know I haven't really been visiting her, but once she's gone, she's gone. I've been trying to visit her a lot lately, because I'll really miss her when she goes up with God. I want to be as good of person as her.
I'm starting to lose a friend of mine that I love, but I can't do anything about it cause it's their decision if they still want to be my friend..not mine. I've been writing songs lately to kind of let my feeling out, instead of holding everything inside. That's one thing that my brother taught me, is to never keep things inside, because it'll just build up. He's also been going through a lot lately, involving his ex-girlfriend, Jayme. I guess you can call it love, if they still talk. They broke up two years ago...Hopefully everything goes well this summer, I'm praying to God...

Circus weekend.

Started school last week, bleh. We had a "fun" rally on Friday, I got to sit with Julia("yippe"), Francesca(My bestie), Milan(Love her), Taylor(he's a brat), Christian(stoner), Steph(Gooohhgeeous), and JENNY! It was pretty fun, but Julia was really annoying Francheezy and me.. -.- Our class won, most spirited, so we get to wear spirit dress for three days, and eat PANDA EXPRESS tomorrow (: After school, I went to the Cerritos Fair to meet Jessica's friend Andrew! But he ended up not going, blehh.. I met other cute guys that her friend Divine knew though (: One of them was a famous model on myspace, who kind of looks like Jeff's friend Jaime...After the fair, Jessica, her family, and I got some grub at some asian food restraunt! The food was so DANK! :P We couldn't stop eating, and I fucking ate like a flipp..(spoon and fork -.- ) Jessica turned me into an asian, fureall..It was a pretty fun night, if I say so mahself! I love mah bestie so mushhh.
On Saturday, I just cleaned. I was planning on going to see Obsessed with Jeffwee, but didn't go after all..bleh! Maybe I'll go with mah baby stephanie, on our date night ;)
Sunday, I went to 11:30AM mass! I was sooo happy! I got to see jeffwee's big ass fro!! I call him afroman now (:
Yesterday, I had school..shit load of homework that night, had a huge church history test today! But it didn't end up being that hard since it was open notes.. Hopefully I passed, or I'mma be pisseeedd! TOMORROW, we have panda express and sprit dress! Then Friday, we have half day! I have to go to Quest for a whole hour for drum lessons, yessuhhh! THEN MOVIES..maybe..That's all for now, stay tuned ;P
-The Cool Kid

Spring Break: part 2

I finally got to watch The Haunting in Connecticut! It was Interesting..kinda scary, but had a stupid plot.. I tried to be all tuff and not scream most of the time, but I kept like covering my ears, and my eyes..woops! I'm more of a lil' sissy nowadays, before I used to be all tuff and just like watch it with no problem.. The middle of the movie I went out cause I heard Janae and all her friend, I told Teddy to come watch the movie we were watching cause he didn't want to watch a movie with Janae's friend..so he came for like a few seconds with Janae! Haha.. When the movie ended Andrea, Jeff, Jared, and I just walked into Fast and Furious, to see if it was over..but I guess none of janae's friends liked the movie, so they all left with us.. -.- It was kind of annoying, but Jeff and I left like a few minutes after the movie ended..I didn't get to get boba though, which totally sucked ass..shouldn't have gotten that stupid lemonade -.-
Friday, I was pretty bored..when my mom asked me randomly to go with her to the car dealership..to go carshopping! I was so excited to look for my future car! Haha, it was cool..the guy who helped us out looked like Kyle Hanagami too, he gave me his cell phone number too! Heehee! He was pretty hot!
Saturday, my brother and mom were in a huge fight, and some how I got brought into it.. I was so pissed and everyone started crying! I just ran upstairs and packed up some shit for me to bring to Andrea's house. I didn't want to be in this house any longer! It was pretty emotional that day, so I told my mom to drop me off to Andrea's as soon as possible! She seemed really sad that I wanted to leave, but I hate being around my family when theyre all pissed, and moody..I got to Andrea's house a little late, so we had to leave really fast to watch 17 AGAIN!!! It was the best movie ever!!! Zac Efron and his leather jacket is kind of sexy..we watched Hannah Montana right after, since Andrea hadn't seen it..I loved both movies! When we got home, we just talked to a whole bunch of random people on aim! Webcammed with Marie and Jeff..the usual..I brought some asian chips too, it was pretty fun!
We got up in the morning, super late..and went to some College fair! Which was kind of interesting, but I had no idea what I really wanted to study..I mean I have a few choices, but can't decide! They said it was alright, since I still had some time before I had to give a final answer! After the fair, we went back to Andrea's house and had some lunch. The salad was like really good, and the eggroles, but I think I was just hungry :D I finally went to church with them, but I have a problem when I'm supposed to sit still and not talk..I kept moving so much, and talking! GR! I was so distracted..I feel so bad, I <3 JESUS! Once I got home, I showed my brother all the college brochures I got. I was suprised everything was going well at home too, after the big fight we had the day before...I'm proud of him for actually trying to stay home and spend time with the fam bam. But anyways, I went to go rent a movie since I don't go back to school till Wendesday!! It was funny cause when I was in the car, on the radio came on BLAME IT and SOS, and I started doing the dances I had learned before..from TM! :) My mom was like, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! It was hilarious..I guess I suck at dancing, ehh? So when we finally got to Blockbuster I saw my very cute neighbor NIKKO, I had no idea he worked there..My brother and I used to play basketball with him and his brother Chad, back in the day.. It was kinda awkward, but I was just like Hi (: I rented Slumdog Millionaire & The Cake Eaters? Haha, I've never heard of the last movie, but it has Kristen Stewart in it..When I got home, my brother was like WTF, why do you rent the gayest movies ever?! And I was like umm, these aren't gay? You've never even heard of them probably! GOSH! I watched Slumdog first! I cried like..once or twice, such a good movie.. :') I was on aim too, and everyone was on, but I was really bored, cause freaking Jeff was doing homework.. -.- So I had nobody interesting to talk too..besides Stephanie and Andrea (: But thats how my weekend went, back to my homework :/ -The Cool Kid

Camping trip

So it's been exactly a week since I've posted a blog. It's midnight right now, and I'm watching Next Friday! I have no idea why I'm on the computer right now though..I guess because I haven't been on myspace and erthang since like last sunday? I got a Twitter too, Andrea made me want one! Haha, on our camping trip, she kept updating her status! It was pretty funny ;P
Let's start from the beginning of last week. I got sick in the beginning of the week, and didn't go to school on Wednesday. So I just webcamed with like Andrea and Jeff (I'm so cool now). Jeff kept freaking trying to scare me with all these youtube prank videos of stuff popping up, and scary pictures..gr! I'm so retarded for not realizing though! I'm still trying to think of something good to get him back..we'll see..Then on Thursday, Andrea came over at about 10:30 and we snacked on some of the shit she brought over, it was good asian snacks! YUM! We watched a whole bunch of random movies, and webcammed with Jessica and Jeff.. Then in the morning we packed all of our shit, and left to the desert for camping. It was a pretty long trip, so I slept most of the way. We made videos too, and sent pictures of us to random people. My brother and his friends got there the same night but at like 2am. We all went riding all day, and they all just got drunk and passed out at like 7:30..Then Berlin and Sypress got there! That's when all the fun started! (: I miss those black girls, I hope to see them again at campland in the summer! (: We all got to ride the sand rail with my Tio Jesse. It was pretty fun, on the night ride it was just me and miss berlin (: We took a youtube video and had our glow in the dark bracelets. You couldn't really see us, but whatevs, it was so funnn! When we got back, we made a huge bonfire, and went to go watch lizzie mcguire movie after, I got so tired easily this week.. Then Berlin and Sypress left oh and my brother and his friends too..and andrea and i just chilled and climbed a tall moutain..we made cool crazy videos riding my dirtbikes..haha it was pretty cool! and we took my ipod and erthang! We got back, and I just knocked out on the chair outside..with the nice breezee.. (: Then we just kinda started packing up..it was a short lil trip, but whatevs! I'm glad it all happened, because it was pretty fun! Now I'm hoping to go to disneyland with Jessica this Friday!! I'm in the mood for it..or to just get out with a friends (: We'll see what happens..
-The cool kid

Spring Break

So my spring started, didn't go to school today. According to my mom, I'm "too sick." I only have a little cough and cold, but I do have a huge headache...I'm going camping this weekend too, I'm taking Andrea Alejandra Rodriguez, and Alissa, Berlin and Sypress are going too! So it should be fun this time. Theres a family party this Saturday in El Centro, can't wait?

Last week, something very amazing happened over the weekend! I met, my future husband, who I've been in love with for a few months now..KYLE HANAGAMI! (YES, I got his name right..haha, I kept pernouncing it like..haganami! Vicky kept correcting me though (: ) He is like the cutest thing you will ever see, especially when he's dancing..he inspired me to make a dance too! I made a dance, which kind of sucks, but it's to Radar by Brittany Spears! I have to show Jeff tonight, cause he's been buggin me.. I had like a really good dance on Monday, but I forgot how it went, so I had to make a new one..I kind of copied Kyle's awesome dance moves..but whatever! It's kind of good? But yeah, I met the Lost Kids, the Ring masterzz, and quest obviously..haha! Beat Freaks were there, but didn't get any pictures with them :( They had a really good performance too! I didn't get to see The Lost Kids perform or Quest because we had to leave early..stupid jeff -.- It was so fun in the car though, andrea and I were like super hyper! I sat with SEBASTION(from the Little mermaid ;P ) He's a cool kid ;) I felt bad for him though, because we kept making jokes about his name..but whatever! So Andrea spent the night, we watched Ratetouille? (Iono how to spell it..) Then we watched Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist.

So I added all my picture with Kyle Hanagami, and he commented one of my pictures on myspace! I was so happy, he totally made my day (: I got Jessica to fall in love with him too, apparently she has a guy named Andrew at her confirmation class who looks like him, yeah riight.. We've been webcaming like all week, and talking about him so much! How sexy he looks when he's dancing! DAMN. Then we went to Quest on Monday, talked to Jerry about Quest..told him I couldn't watch them perform on Saturday :( He was cool about it..haha. But yeah, good weekend for me ! Now it's finally SPRING BREAK! I'll blog next, wednesday? When I get back from the desert!

-The Cool Kid.

Depressed Phase

So this week went well in the beginning, but went down the drain toward the end. It really sucked, but I tried to be optomistic about everything, ended up not working.. :/
So on Thursday, it was Erika's birthday! I forgot to get her something, since I don't really talk to her..it kind of just slipped my mind.. It was so cute though, cause they had like a little party with all these lil' snacks. I gave her like 27987983 hugs, to make it up to her. I still don't know what to get her, but I'll get her someting soon. Like for Krizia, I gave her her gift like 2 weeks after her birthday :D
On Friday, we had Hawaiian dress, AGAIN. I didn't have anything, so I just wore a regular white shirt. I went to Krizia's house right after school with Aimee, I decorated her wall and watched Kat Williams(her gift from me). I was supposed to go watch The Haunting in Connecticut, but my mom picked me up at like 6..so I didn't get to watch it! I was so mad :/ But it ok, because I went to Jessica's house right after and we talked about so much stuff! I got to see ate nat! It was so awkward at dinner though, because for some reason..Jessica's dad brought up Jeff? I was like wtf? I guess Jessica told him that..he likED me.. -.- UGH..but whatever, we kept talking about Jaimee! HAha it was kinda funny, cause he actually got a date to sadies! We were so proud of him, haha. We kept watching random youtube videos too..good stuff! (: I love that girl, no wonder she's my best friend !
Saturday, I had a ortho appt. They said my teeth are looking really good, and that they will look even better when I get them off! Can't Wait, yay! Then I got home, and just sat at home while everyone I actually talk to went to the sadies..even Stephanie! She always gets invited, I was just like :O another guy?! Haha, she's a cutie though, that's why..Then me and Jessica were just like wondering how Jaime's date was going..we were like trying to picture him freaking! HAHA, didn't work out..
Today, I finished my project finally! But I got really pissed off, because I think I did it wrong..but I seriously don't care anymore..fuck it! I had to do like so much shit, because my group didn't really do anything -.- And I went to church and saw JESMARI, Andrea, Julia, and Marie (: It was fun, I love church! But right now, my life is going really bad..it sucks! I wish 11:11 will come true! We'll see what happens this week, WOD's coming uppp..Be back next week, peace.

Officially Missing You

WHAT A GREAT THREE DAY WEEKEND! Spent most of it with Jeffrizzle..but that's okay! I finally got to chill with mah bestfran (:
Let's first start with Thursday. At school we had a Rally, Krizia didn't go to school. She had some dentist appt. But she is starting to talk to (her future boyfriend) Myles, and well I guess they're texting and what not..I'm so jealous! I wish I could text my future boyfriend..but I don't have his number.. -.- Anyways, me and Aimee had a good time at the rally. Too bad I didn't wait for Erika, I think it would've been more fun with her..I feel so bad though, cause of all the stuff she's done for me, I haven't really actually gotten to talk to her, or chill with her.. We both need to catch up.. OH and Aimee got a new phone, I forgot what it's called, but it's like touch screen..and Jessica's friend KELS-OH has it! Haha, yeah..After school I went to Julia's house, it's so ghetto! She lives in Santa Ana-where all those crazy (perverted) Mexican's are located, haha! I was so scared, cause we went to this super mexican store, and there was this homeless guy who asked us for money! I was like UH NO!! I DONT HAVE MONEY!! It was kind of funny, but I was like running out of there! And I got Julia to J walk for the first time ;P She was so scared, but I was suprised she's never done it, since everyone does it in Santa Ana. We made a video too, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bv6DUuDhyKQ ! You should comment and watch it and ERthang (: Then when my brother picked me up, a whole bunch of his friend were in the car(one of them were kind of cute..just thought I'd add that in) and kept like flirting with me, I was like ok..I'm just going to text mah friend..I had to go to this place called Ronalds for a meeting, to like talk about service hours for school., it was pretty interesting. I have to go back on Tuesday to actually do the service hours. Hopefully I meet new people my age, so I won't be alone taking care of little families. After that, I went to Verizon and looked at all the phones to see what I wanted. I spotted the Blackberry CURVE, but my mom said no. Then we went home, and I was looking at all the other phones, and I said "Ok, theres nothing here. Can I just get the black berry" and she was like let me see, and looked at all the phones, and she agreed and got me the phone. I was supposed to get it on Friday, but they sent us and email saying that it's going to arrive at my house on Monday at 7pm. I was so pissed, but whatever..atleast I got the phone.. On friday, Jeff came over right after school ended for him. We chilled at my house for little bit, and Jessica came over around 5. We were planning on going to the Monica Parales's TM Master Class, but ended up not going..I was so mad.. :( Instead we ordered chinese food and went to go see I LOVE YOU, MAN. It was pretty funny, but some parts were kind of stupid. We got some starbucks, and supposedly the cashier was "flirting" with Jeff..psh! I was so jealous! The guy was sucha cutie too.. Then we got home, made some random videos. Jessica left like right after, so Jeff stayed for a little, and we talked..he left..I went to bed..
Saturday, I woke up so late..I had to clean the whole house, then I went to Jeff's house at like 12:30, we went to his Piano lesson at like 1:30, and he was learning the song from TWILIGHT! I was like oh snap, I need to go buy that movie now..Andrea was like showing off, by sending me a picture of it..I was like PSH! Haha, we went to the TM workshop right after..it was like empty! I was so suprised, but whatever! It was a really good class, we danced to "Officially Missing you" by Tabia? Or something like that..it's like the REMIXXX! And Jeff took the advanced class too, it was a really emotional dance to "Everybody knows" by John Legend..my favorite song EVER! Jeff is kind of obsessed with it though..we went to the mall right after and got like starred down by all these asians! I was like damn, get outta here! Haha, and we looked at all the new stores at the mall, I was like wow..i really need to come here more..haha! I haven't been shopping in forever! I guess cause I'm trying to save up for this summer's intensive 6 or whatever! Can't wait! But anyways, we got some grub from..some pretzel place..it was so good, but I got full pretty fast..Jeff ate the rest of mah pretzel..aw man, now i'm craving some..gr! When I got home, my mom was all mad at me, but i proved her little thing wrong..so now I'm off the hook! woohoo
Today was my Tia's birthday! I got to see my little nephew and my cousins! I was so happy, we took like a shit load of pictures for some calendar they were making..it was fun! Now I'm doing homework..I guess I'm done with my blog for this week, back to myspace? Haha peaceee!

Mood swings

Do you ever get those mixed singles from boys..when they tell you they like you, but they go with other girls and kinda do the same with them..? They kinda act like they like the other girl too...I hate that...It happened to me yesterday, gr.
Last week was fun with the whole wear jeans days and all the good food they had from other restraunts, yum. Nothing really happened, but I went to Krizia's house on Friday! She got like so much new stuff for her room, I guess she's like remodeling or whatever.. We made our own dance to Fast car by the dream, Aimee tried making some dances for it, didn't really work out for her though! Haha.
Then on Saturday, I went snowboarding with Jesmari and Jessica. My mom was in such a bitchy mood when I left, she got me in a pissy mood...but I think it cause I've been acting weird lately. I've had like mood swings or something with my mom, I feel so bad cause of all the stuff she does for me. I'm trying to make it up to her, by keeping my grades up and listening to what she tells me to do. But anyways, snowboarding was really fun- We went to Mountain High. I did so good, we went on like the super steep slopes! At the end, I was so tired that I just feel straight on my knees like so hard! It hurt so bad the next day..My muscles on my legs and my arms still kind of sore, but I'll live! I went bowling on Sunday too! BLEH. It was for my cousin Austin who came to visit from Texas, I guess he's moving back to Socal for his next year of college. I got to catch up with all my cousins I barely see..it was really fun! But I was so tired and I had a lot of homework, that I had to leave early :(
Today was Saint Patricks day! My friend David was acting so weird to me, it was gross. He kept like touching me, and being a perve..On top of that, theres a rumor going around about my friend Aimee :( Hopefully it doesn't spread anymore this week.. I'm going to sign off now, be back next week! Bye!

Adventure that doesn't end

Last week, hm..so much happened! I can't even remember everything! I only remember the things that happened over the weekend! It went by so fast, I was so suprised!
On Tuesday it was Stephanie's birthday, so I made a BIG COOKIE for her (: I made a cookie for Krizia's birthday too, which was on Thursday..but Sergio and my mom ate it, I was so pissed.. -.- So now I have to make two more, and maybe give it to them this weekend... So I went to Krizia's house with Aimee on Thursday, and we went to Beni Hana for dinner. It was so good, but I got so full after the appetizer! I was so mad, even though I still ate all the other food, haha (: We got home and Krizia got a new labtop that was similar to the one Jeff has..I was so jealous! She also got all this other random stuff, we kinda laughed at the scrapbook, but whatevv.
On Friday, Francesca came over..unexpectedly? We chilled with my brother- who I think Francesca is like in love with.. -.- We then walked over to Carls Jr. for some grub, we felt so sick after because we ate a shit load! We started talking, then went to Jeff's house for like only 10 minutes.. We left and it took like an hour to get home, we kept like messing around in the neighborhood..haha it was so funny! (: When we got home we watched some movies, went out to the donut shop and met some boys..I think 18 years old too, but whatever.. Francesca was asking them to buy her some cigg's too, I was like so mad at her for smoking..It's her life though, so whatever -.-
On Saturday, Francesca and I ate breakfast and picked out my outfit for Club Starz..ended up not going... I went to Krizia's house instead, for her birthday! We were supposed to go to Aimee's, but they had company at her house. So we got invited to this college party by Giovanna and her boyfriend Danny..ended up not going to that either, but whatever! We stayed at home, and IMed a whole bunch of people, and webcamed with her cute friends- pretty fun night! We ended up going to bed at like 4:30AM.
Woke up the next morning by Jeff's call at like 1:30PM, couldn't believe how late it was..I left right then.. Got yelled at by my mom, and was left by myself at home! I had to clean the whole house, just to be able to join the si6! Turns out it wasn't good enough for my mom, but she's still paying for me! Because I convinced her by showing her my good ass grades on edline, STRAIGHT B's, yay! (: So I get to take TWO classes at si6, can't wait!
Today was Red, White, and blue dress day, and we got like a crap load of different choices of food for lunch, like cinnabon! I didn't have enought money though, but I'm just going to bring money tomorrow for it, yum! But anyways, I left school at like 4:45PM, went to Quest and saw the most amazingEST thing ever..QUEST CREW POSTER FROM ABDC!! I took a picture of it (: Jessica and I were like so excited and happy to meet them on Wednesday! I'm like in love with HOK & D-Trix, heehee. But I still love Aj Rafael too (:
Well that's all for now, be back soon!

FIRED UP

Wow, this week was pretty amazing. Well let me just say my weekend was amazing, haha. So I went to my drum lessons, at Quest, on monday. I watched the dance class taught by one of the QuestCrew members, and I so want to do one of their classes! Just for fun, Jessica, Kelsey, and me are going to do one class! I think it's like $10? Oh, and when I watched ABDC on Thursday, I was so proud of QuestCrew! They did so good! They totally represented us kids at Quest Learning Center, woo! I voted for them like 100 times! I want them to win sooooo bad!
Then on Friday, I went to the movies to watch "Fired up," for Jesmari's birthday! I had a really fun time with Marie, Jesmari, Jeff, and Jessica (and Jessica's friend Melanie & Ronalie). After the movie, we went to yogurtland -I just realized that I didn't get any yogurtland! :O I guess I was just distracted by Jessica and her friends, haha- and freaking Jeff saw all of his little TM friends, psh.. I didn't see one friend of mine..except VICKY & LYLE, yay! (: After all that happened, we went to CPK -best restraunt ever- and had that margarita pizza and thai crunch salad, yum! We ended up walking around for a little bit, looked at some clothes at FOREVER 21, I think I gave up shopping for Lent also, woot... Jessica gave up teasing me about Jeff, thank God.. First it was funny, but after CPK, it got annoying...I almost snapped at her! But I just played it off, and just continued playing with Jesmari's iphone. A while later, we chilled at Jessica's house and danced to the song FREEZE by T Pain & Chris Breezy. Well I just watched them dance, and me and Jessica just kept watching Jeff's cool facial expressions when he dances, haha! But anyways, that night ended up being a really fun night! (:
On Saturday, I went to Jessica's house at about 6:30 AM to go Snowboarding with her, Kelsey, Channel, and Kerstan. It was so fun, and I finally learned how to slow down and stop on it! I am so proud of myself! Last time I went snowboarding, I was like all of the place! I was going like 83913874 mph! Thank God I learned how to control myself, haha. It totally sucked in the beginning though, because Kelsey fell really hard and fractured her wrist :/ So she couldn't snowboard after that.. But then we got to take cool pictures by the snow, and made some snow angels, kinda..it turned out to still be a fun trip! We ate at the restraunt next to Big Bear also -really good food, or maybe it was just because we were REALLY hungry, haha. I can't wait to go snowboarding on MARCH 14 with Miss. Jesmari! It should be really fun, because now I finally know how to snowboard well! But anyways, we left BigBear early, because Channel had to go home and ask her boyfriend to Sadies! She did some kind of scavenger hunt at the Cerritos mall, but we went to eat at in-n-out first, which gave her less time to do it :/ It was so funny at in-n-out thought, because I said something to Jessica about these guys who walked by our table outside, and she was like SHUSH! And she had to walk by their table to the car to get something and then they said something about her, like "oh this girl was talking smack about your fro" (one of them had a fro)! So she like started running, haha! Then we kept like making stupid stuff up, like "Did you just fart, because you BLEEWW me away" haha. We were sooo hyper! When we had to go to the bathroom, Kelsey couldn't get her pants unbuckeled because her arm hurt so much! So she started laughing which made it worse, and me and Jessica had to try and unbutton her pants, haha! We were so loud..but it was funny! After that, we went to Jessica's house, and Kelsey had to go to the hospital for her arm, so I taught Jessica how to do this dance from one of the TM workshops from the song Senorita by Justin Timberlake! She was so frustrated, because it was "so hard," but I guess she's right..she's better off playing guitar and singing, haha!
That was the funnest part of my weekend, today -Sunday- I only went to my Nana and Tatas, got home and did my homework.. And now I'm on AIM, WOOT! I haven't been on myspace all week so far! I'm so proud of myself! (I gave up myspace for Lent, if I haven't said that already..) But that's about it, my week was a really fun week for me! Hopefully next weekend is another fun weekend! Buh byyeee (:

First of many?

So this is my first blog, EVER! I'm like so happy right now! I'm going to try and write like atleast once a week..if not, then whatever. First, I thought this thing was SO LAME, but now I'm like super bored and made this for fun.. But anyways, lets talk about what happened recently, yeah?
Yesterday, Andrea and I went to this concert called "Feel the Beat," featuring Kaba Modern, Fanny Pak, World Famous Dance Crew, AJ Rafael, Gabe Bondoc, Cathy Nguyen, Passion, Randolph, Lydia Peak! It sucked in the beginning, cause it sold out an hour before we got there..and we didn't even know. So we waited to see if they would be nice little people and let us in..but instead they were big asswholes who told us to leave! But we just went to the side doors so we can hear like Passion or AJ Rafael(we did!!). Then one of the servite guys- who was guarding the doors- started like talking to us, asking what grade and school we went to..he was kind of creepy... So left and all of a sudden we saw lydia peak driving and we took a picture with her! After that, we went to the back of the building and found the ARTIST ENTRANCE and just waited to see if anyone would come out. Soon some guy came out(turned out to be Randolph, haha) and was asking why we were waiting outside instead of in the concert, and we said we couldn't get tickets cause it sold out and he felt bad..and we asked if anyone was in there that could come out and take pictures with us! He opened the door wider and showed us like SUPER CREW, but some security guy said he had to keep the door closed.. So he had to go :/ Then like Kaba Modern, Fanny Pak, and World Famous Crew people were outside (not all of them..) and I asked if they were like from Kaba Modern or Fanny Pak, and they were like being annoying and saying like "Yes, NO! HAHA jk! YES! no.. yeah" and we were just standing there like wtf? UGH, they were annoying.. So we were waiting there for a while, and all of a sudden, AJ RAFAEL AND HIS FRIEND come out and we're like WAIT WHA?! And we just start screaming and talked to him saying we couldn't get in, and we waited for two hours! And he felt bad and sang 'My Soldier' for us (: (we took a video and some pictures too) It was a pretty amazing night! I felt like I had my first kiss, again.. <3
Then today, I went shopping! Found out that Mervyns is turning into a FOREVER 21!!! Now I'm going to shop till I drop, hahah! I bought shoes for Servites Winter Formal next weekend and a shirt! Oh, and I went to the orthodonist, which totally sucked because they put these rubbers on to pull my top teeth together, and it hurts like a bitch now :( . Then I went home to clean my room, I got ready.. Then went to the movies with Krizia to watch "The Confessions of a Shopaholic" & "Friday the 13th" (Friday the 13th is really stupid). We ate so much shit, popcorn before the movie, then nachos after the 1st movie, then coldstone (for Krizia) and Starbucks (for me), then NIKO NIKO (sushi) for dinner.. Now I don't feel good :( Hopefully tomorrow is fun! I want to chill with JEFFREY, but he's probably busy! :( Well thats all for now, see ya! (: