Can't move on...

So lately I've been getting rejected a lot, by the same person too. I've also gotten in a recent fight with a friend of mine. I don't feel any sympathy, because he should realize that he can't just forget about what I've done and not do anything in return. I'm tired of being replaced with all his "best friends." Yes, your probably reading this right now, but I don't care. But honestly, you have been talking to other people way more, and I'm not saying that like I should be the only person you have to talk to. I don't care if you talk to other people more than me, but it's like you don't even talk to me at all..I always have to be the one making the conversation. You ask me how I know that you do and have all these people- It's cause they tell me! They always send me your little conversation, or tell me "Oh I'm his new best friend." blah blah blah. I don't want to be hearing that from every person I talk to. I'm not like saying you can't have any other friends, but you don't have all my friends talking to you saying that shit..I remember you mentioning my friend Calvin..He happens to be the person I've been talking to lately, since you haven't really been there. Theres still stuff that I don't tell him, and that your the only one that knows about some secrets, but he's earning up to it.. Yes you actually have been asking to tell you stuff, but it's not like I can just trust you automatically. You gotta earn it like you did in the beginning...You have new friends, and sometimes I feel like you just tell all of them what I tell you. The reason why I'm always getting mad about that certain person, is cause I get jealous easily of her..I told you a while back that I liked you, but didn't know why and you ignored it which totally hurt. Yeah, I know you like her, but you could've just said I don't see you in that way, anymore..Being rejected hurts, and I don't know if I can forgive you for that. Each and everyday now too, you always tell me that you like this girl, or have a little crush on her. You really think I want to know about how much you like her and not me? WOW -.- This sounds weird coming out from me, I know..but yes, I do still like you..it's like an on and off thing...But in order for me to stop, I think me and you just need some space. I can't really have you in my life right now. I need to move on, but it's hard..I didn't mean the things I said to you when we fought. The thing about me not wanting to be your friend anymore, of course I want to be your friend..just not at the moment..Thanks for being a good friend..when you were actually trying....
-the cool kid